A creeping realization that things are much worse than I thought. A growing realization of how great I truly am.
A hopelessness that eats away at my very soul. An abundance of preposterous dreams that could come true given time.
A hatred of the shackles of routine and home. A sense of freedom I was unsure I would ever have.
A history of heart breaking enough to have killed me long ago. A leap of joy when a potential soulmate passes by.
Such is life.